what if i could turn back time

Wednesday, December 1, 2010 at 4:25am

i missed the life

i missed how to have fun

i missed how to get drunk

i missed how the wind slap my face

i missed how i scream out loud without anyone tells about manners

i missed how i jumped around the yard

i missed sitting down, earphones & good music while watch the beach

i missed splashing around the coast

i missed you

i missed 1st first meeting you, walking down the empty of legian street barefoot

i missed fighting with you

i missed my dreadlocks tail hair

i missed weeding

i missed my 21's birthday party

i missed listening to "don't wait"

i missed how to surf

i missed floating on sea

i missed to get a boat and swim at the ocean

i missed summer time

i missed waiting for something surprise

i missed flight every 3 months

i missed the BBQ time

i missed the birthday on the beach

i missed to watch the surf competition all day long

i missed riding the car around the hill to meet the beach

i missed in and out the club

i missed to hang around on the sideways

i missed to hear the sound of birds

i missed the sunshine hit my body in sunrise

i missed riding motorcycle alone

i missed my laughter, it's gone now or i faking it

i missed being lost somewhere

i missed the hippies habits

i missed sleep all day long

i missed the sand i used to walk

i missed the old days

i missed being alone and do what ever i want

i missed partying hard

i missed to make people laugh

i missed freedom

i missed the craziness

i missed messing and dancing around

i missed every good things in my life before

i missed everything..

oh there i'm complaining again,

but it's good to complain,

you can see how grown you up,

and how your life is change, better or worst

you can compare it and keep moving on!

but yet the missing time is so sad..

if i just could turn back the time..

i will leave for the offer at the first place

i will start a new life..

but i have no regret, it just:

"what if i could turn back time" moments..