Ordinary personality besides a HUGE figure

on Sunday, January 25, 2009 at 3:12am

i still disappointed for what happened today.
i still didn't believed that i could FOUND myself, someone like him.

i thought elder person could be more wise and charming.

yes he is. but wise? is way too far from him.

this Man, i believed so he wants anyone called him, was a HUGE figure.

no wonder anyone thinks a bad image or negative image about him.
he's no like that at all.
i think he's a foreigner, he has a good style, a good appearance, a good carrier and a good family (might be).

it was so nice at first, he's a down to earth person, i had a good conversation with him, a good meet and so on.


then,

(i know that maybe he's a high class person, a creator (he said) and not amateurs,for sure, means professional.)

he lived in INDONESIA here, using a melayu style! and he said that melayu isn't professional?.

he used live in Paris, he used to be a star there, a whatever A list person there, but HEY! now you lived here in INDONESIA?! is that okay with you?
i guess not, he even seen me just like a kids, that have no knowledge, have nothing to do with the world, have no skills to be a human, and have no professionalism.

yes, im a student here, i learn, you are more than 60, you have a lot experiences, you have anything, popularity, appearance, rich, style, but one think that you don't have,

you forgot about humanity, you forgot about we are the same in front of God. do you think you will bring all your popularity and professionalism buried with you?(answered yourself mister)

Man, (if you like me to called you), wake up, why don't you just share something good about your experiences to me? or to those girls (which is my friends, my 2 teachers and others models) that you called "amateurs".

don't you forget you've been there? as a amateurs? as a nothing to something? and why you still lived here anyways? why don't you go back to Paris?
and why don't you just use a simple word like down to earth, why are you shy and feel it as an embarrassing things walking in front those amateurs?
why? i still don't get it.

one thing that i could said as an embarrassing part is when you said that i use a local professionalism, but you already acted like that when you just walking away from me and angry. professional don't used emotion, but local professional did. so? which one is you?


after all,

i've been your big fan, but not anymore. it wasn't a good idea.
and for me, you are nothing but arrogant. it wasn't my type.(pheew!)
i was glad by now that i wasn't kind a person like you, and i will not be like you.
i was much more understand that when people grown up to be someone, many of them forgot what they used to be. from zero. from nothing.
but this kind of person is HAVE NO IDEA the effect of his attitude.
and i can't find that ordinary word, inside him. i feel sorry for this person.

guys, please please please, remember yourself from where you are. don't forget the past, you grew there. you failed and you failed and failed, then you will win someday, and when that day came, just please don't look at anybody else like they are NOTHING. they do have something, but they wasn't lucky like you. but they will someday.


but this is a precious moment in my life. i have been remains that there's still a person like that, it is not just in the movie(as he's an actor), but reality.


cheers!

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